Friday, October 30, 2015


It was a summer of 2012, i was far from home. One day, the light went off and i was in darkest path of the way. I was confused where to go and what to do. I saw someone holding the candle on my way.
I lend for help, the person with candle said, "lets hold it together". I wasn't sure how far we can let candle burn. When my hand was tired in surrounding the light, the person used to notice i m not supporting to burn.

It was 2013, the candle still burn... and by the end of the year, it used to appear rainbow colors. The believe in me raise up with hope and wish that, the light will not go off and candle will keep on burning for eternity. The colors and rays of candle changes from one to another. I was the only one to see such power in the candle.

I used to feel, if the wax doesn't generate like it does before, how can i go further, or how can i walk in dark. The fear started to grow in my mind and i was left alone to observe the burning candle. With all fears and positive thoughts i hold myself that i will walk my self if candle refuse to burn. With all hope and wishes, i was sure that the brighter substitute of candle will replace for me to walk.
It was a fine morning, when the candle burned to its end, nothing remain then its wasted, shapeless wax, which stuck on the stand. The new day, sunrises and i can feel was, i am not alone in dark side of the way.

This time the candle i look during day time was, the one which will burn longer, will never leave dirty stain, the one with colorful from all rays.... and i am here at the SHOP !!

Tuesday, August 4, 2015


The breath we breath from the day we start to develop in our  mother womb can be same. Every second you inhale and exhale, it is the most beautiful to breath along with your mother, even you don't remember at all how you breath.
The ways of your mother do outside and what you felt inside was just an dead imaginary ,sensing all without electronic. The connection build and the bond you develop with your mom was different to define. The baby, unknowing, know and feel it. The heart was the first thing you are touched by. Therefore, when we are in difficult condition, they feel for us... They are the one who knows unknowing..

In every development, it was the feeling that creates us. When we are fully developed and we are invited to experience the world, the breathing starts again, this time, we were teach, how to breath for the live with them... The day, we grow up with them, we are given to be independent. The breathing from your side is single but your parents breath are always double than yours. You never felt the breath, you tangle their life with your desires and wants. We are cunning kids for not understanding, not feeling the bond.

Later, you grew up and find you are alone to feel,depress without sharing what you like or love. Parents want what  you want and desire. Your happiness of breath is never different to them but we never sense like before. "love is blind", the love you felt,sense, understand and your breathing was so blind and peaceful,  when you didn't see... Now you are given to see , feel and breath but this time your love and breathing are completely different. The way you feel for them are different as you see your old breathing are never same. You find another feeling to start your breath. When you find new breathing, you forget your "happiness of breath". Everything change and you believe, what you love now is your real breath and later when it's direction change, you regret!!

How beautiful strong breath you got now,it shouldn't make you to avoid the breath that gave you to see the world and that breath which gave you  to enjoy the living on the earth !!

Monday, May 25, 2015

midnight artist

Everyday, i am used to with the songs sung by birds near my window before i open my eyes and my alarm snooze... It was a day that i wasn't expecting and the fren of mine just hang up my phone.
i was upset with some issues in my office and i slept early.
 I once met in march end an unknown guy , we were neighborhood if i say,our hometown....

We are born and raise in different parts of the country. At this time , we just share our pics of day that include, day capture pics except our own selfie... we just have silent msg exchange.
I was busy and we stopped exchanging for a week and later the evening,i just thought was, why are we silent, n he didn't write, so i couldn't write too...but that night,i was early to bed,he was busy n wake whole night,i guess!

Next day, i didn't hear ,birds and insects singing near my window,i open my windows and look out,it was dark to wake. I login to my net and just saw a msg pop in. Before i open the inbox,i alys guess who it might be~~ :)

The bird stop to sing, an unknown guy sung for me, "you belong to me"

Monday, January 5, 2015

new wind~2015

Its early on 1st Jan, i woke up looked into the weather forecast and just saw that it is patchy snow. I was excited and i jumped into the bed back and roll in the blanket...

it was 8:00 am when i saw that its not sunday, it was Thursday ,my working day .. and i have to drive 6km 20 mins to office ,,i rush into the bathroom,kitchen, room n get dressed and came to work.

the day starts with the eve they enjoyed..

the new year ,new wind blown with new positive and i was like dementia where all worst are washed away, new smell of freshness into me, feels something new exciting around me. The new people around me, cross by and new feelings germinating for new hope.....all new

The positive in me drags me to something i will  have in me with new experience.

~~~~the magic and miracle~~~~shows the ways to new start in 2015
all exciting hopes and feelings,,,,walks on now~~~~its 6 days moved from 365 days ~~~

all the best

Friday, August 8, 2014

Compassion VS Human

People are said to be more smart,intelligent and have brain but why can't they be little more in feelings. They always say,"compassion"!Does they really feel deep in their heart?? Where is the compassion in them?? Is it just a word to maintain the stage for them to stand??
What is compassion?? People generally say compassion but they really don't have feelings to feel. If there were compassion,why they fight themselves??why they stand against for the feelings of  what other feels!! The real compassion in human happens when they got reason and when they only remember their own valuable.
I once never thought that i should value myself,i lost minutes,seconds who never felt for myself wasting but felt for other's fulfillment. In this world people talks lot about compassion but how many are there NON_VEG in this world??? How can u figure out ,how many feel and know the meaning of  compassion ??? If you feel,you could have felt of others too. The pain you see with an animals are same like us. When you play wipe on stallion,you may not feel the pain.So imagine,you as stallion who just got beaten! How do you feel??
When you roast a chicken in picnic camp,you will have pleasure to dine,enjoy,think it's you who is being punished and have to keep your hand on lamp!How do you feel?? Can you imagine how it brun by ??
So when you torture the pig with sword,you must be feeling proud... The feelings you have that time isnt counted but the meaning of compassion brings you here. IF you are little more than them,who cant talk but feels well,think great and know well meaning of compassion.
The pain when your  little finger get cut,you treat it like you had a lot of pain which cant stop till the end,now you compare about the animals you enjoy after they are being killed. I feel, the real meaning of compassion is taught by an animals rather than humans.
The thousands of devotee to different GURUS,at the end we see is they cant survive with compassion. The most suffocating humans are the one who define the compassion and eat meat,against one another,ego,etc.....
The best way to learn and know the meaning of compassion is "LIVE with an animal" ,the real meaning of compassion can be taught to you is by the one who can't talk but who feels and understand more than us.
An animals can be  the form of deities who came to teach compassion,love and kindness but we have treated wrongly. Therefore we are cursed to be in hell with suffering,whether we are born to the royal blood or salve blood we suffer in the circle of live. We being rich or poor the suffering always accompany us.
I conclude here "the compassion,is one who can feel and understand more without saying a word, felt the pain they have is yours"
--- by Tshering Daza..Girl who belong in the world of  herself,princess to herself!

Value what you have!

There will be always a time when you feel what you had was more precious than anything compared to expensive thing you love. The time will always talk to you. What you have now is something  lucky thing you shouldn't ignore.

There was a thing which worth million than your parents but when you lose them,its more precious than your any expensive thing you have. You cannot  measure the love and care with your expensive thing. So when you have ,always value with gratitude,love,care and kindness.

Never go against but suggest the feeling you have. I always bear the feeling i have and value their feeling.

Only the price and value of them will be realized after they left you.

Saturday, June 14, 2014

feels suffocated

Its not the air that suffocate me,it's the daily life that suffocate me from breathing. The way i think,may be wrong or may be correct but some were i guess i got the right to feel it freely.
The coming days may be challenging one for everyone. The old birds r lucky as said already. The new birds may suffer to catch the worms now.

Everything rise. I feel, why is things like this!!! When you feel for something u  like,u never stop to get it where it is placed. But when another person like the one you dont like,you dont feel easy to let other one get what she/he want.

After seeing all this:; what you feel and find? I can just talk to myself,why is all this?? How to get that object?? or let it --- flow the life??

All confusing conclude me,why cant they see the way they saw for themselves?? Why cant they feel for other,what they do is right ,they choose is right,?? and what we feel,choose,is wrong???

The life is just for the person ,no one can lead your life other than yourself.. so why cant we grow to think and choose!! The life is circle,so let circle destine us as everything we do is alys destined by our own KARMA..........

Why are we restricted to feel?? Suffocating is the way i think over the result i see,i feel!!